jwaneeta

Is it possible? I think I just managed to lay hands on an 11x17 scanner. ( some people wait a lifetime for a moment like thiiiiiis )

Yeesh, it's been a while since I posted to LJ. ( I'm just jazzed to be on the show, man )

I chickened out on buying the house. I love it, love it like a bride, but it's a big hulking gigantic barn, and I could only survive the first year by renting out the upper two floors -- and there's no very good chance of even doing that. The upper floors have been empty for two years. Plus the roof is shot -- it's a massive, endless TILE roof, and tiles cost as much as platinum. And the wiring's heinous. And the eaves are rotting through. And...

Anyway, I can't hack it. Can't. Can't. Can't is such an ugly word, isn't it? The down payment alone would break me, and then the place would collapse around my ears. I just don't have the guts. I've started looking at charming cottages in the foofy neighborhood across the way.

*sob*

I feel like a betrayer.